August 26
AA ‘Big Book’ – Quote
The alcoholic may say to himself in the most casual way, ‘It won’t burn me this time, so here’s how!’ Or perhaps he doesn’t think at all. How often have some of us begun to drink in this nonchalant way, and after the third or fourth, pounded on the bar and said to ourselves, ‘For God’s sake, how did I ever get started again?’ Only to have that thought supplanted by ‘Well, I’ll stop with the sixth drink.’ Or ‘What’s the use anyhow?’
When this sort of thinking is fully established in an individual with alcoholic tendencies, he has probably placed himself beyond human aid, and unless locked up, may die or go permanently insane. These stark and ugly facts have been confirmed by legions of alcoholics throughout history. But for the grace of God, there would have been thousands more convincing demonstrations. So many want to stop but cannot. – Pgs. 24-25 – There Is A Solution
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Hour To Hour – Book – Quote
Many times in beginning sobriety, we have absolutely insane thoughts and feelings! But remember that transformation and insanity often intersect. The process of change is fraught with ambiguity–as long as you don’t use, you’re OK.
As long as God is running my life, my insanities will be used for the highest good of all and are nothing to be afraid of.
Trauma
This disease is traumatizing. It is shocking. It takes away my sense of normal. It makes people I love unpredictable and scary. It undermines my trust and faith in an orderly and predictable world and in my primary relationships. The earth beneath me feels unsolid, shaky and unreliable. And when I feel like this, I want to hold on tighter, to control, to fix and pin things down so I won’t have to feel this way any more. Today I will accept these feelings as natural and I will breath through them and give them space to move through me knowing that there is a new kind of solidity growing daily within me. The power of presence.
– Tian Dayton PhD
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Pocket Sponsor – Book – Quote
Harold Kushner, author of When Bad Things Happen To Good People said that pain is the price we pay for being alive. So instead of wondering why we feel pain, more correctly we should ask, ‘What can I do to make my pain mean something more than suffering?’
A No Pain; No Gain/Know Pain; Know Gain
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“Walk Softly and Carry a Big Book” – Book
If you’re not getting mad at meetings, you’re not going to enough meetings.
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Time for Joy – Book – Quote
Today I am discovering who I am. Today I am becoming my person, worthy of developing all of me. Today I am beginning to know that I am okay just the way I am.
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Alkiespeak – Book – Quote
I never went to bed with an ugly woman/man, but I sure woke up with a few.- Bobby Bare song.